being unemployed w/ other distractions at times can make it hard to keep up. you know? keep on keepin' on. it's easy to fall into a sleepy haze of law and order, wakin' up late, hangin' at the coffee shop all day, stayin' up til 3:30/4 a.m, falling into the world wide intra web hole. suddenly you've spent a couple days doing it, that turns into a week and then you realize it's been over a month now; unemployed. i have to remind myself there is a greater prize on the horizon, i need to keep up and head for it. in times like this i need inspiration everywhere and anywhere i can get it. luckily i have wonderful friends who keep me on track. i'm on my way to meet up at a cafe w/ friends to make a list of goals. all three of us are going to do it. the hope is that we can check in and be accountable for what we want to do. as opposed to keeping pipe dreams in those pipes hidden underground and only taking them out when we need a hit of fantasy. who knows how it will be...to sit and open up your heart, let people in on your hopes and dreams. kind of scary. but i've got all the time in the world, plus law and order isn't on till 7.